i am supp to be studying for tmr's maths test.
hehs.
失敗掉了.
i went ivle,smb den started blog hopping
and ended up here
hehs.
i shld really be studying !!!!
especially since taking h3 maths is my goal.but i shall blog first anw since i'm on it le.
i want an A for this test ! (:i've been hooked onto a new tv show !hana yori dango<33333
hahahahahs. it rocks lah.
everyone shld go watch (:
like so much better thn the taiwan version!
it's more fast-paced.
the tw one too draggy alr.
i cnt believe i'm standing up for japan against my fav taiwan )):
haha. special circumstances lah.
AND THE 重點 IS.
hanazawa rui is freakkinnnggggg charming !!!!
i knw he is nt considered 帥 those type
but he's damn charming.
he makes my heart liquify and melt into molten state.
and thn when u
go electrolyse the molten state of my heart, it will all get attracted to the hanazawa rui electrode<3333[and maybe the sin electrode too.lol]hahahah.so i'm damn hooked to hanayoridango!
:ＤＤＤＤ
and i went to download the soundtrack too!
utada hikaru can sing well mans ! ((:
nice :DDDi think i'm feeling better.
i think lah.
so long i follow closely to my motto in life
凡事看得開,生活就會變的快樂起來(:
i force optimism onto myself.
but it's a good thing lah.
i feel happier.
but sometimes i wonder.
will my optimism be too overboard such that it reaches a state of bo-chapism?
i rmb whn i was in sec 1, silin told me tht she felt tht i was qt bochap.
to be frank, i was shocked.
i nvr thought tht i was considered bochap.
but aft many many failures in my short 16 plus years life, there is really no need to care abt everything so much.
你越在乎,失敗時就越是痛.
it will hurt you so much, right into ur median septum.
seriously.
i rmb sec 2, how i was so so upset aft promotion cos i wasnt promoted.
i expected it though.
but it was still upsetting.
忍住眼淚是痛苦的.
the aftershock of promotions was with me for a few weeks i think.
i couldnt evn talk abt it or think abt it.
i wld just start crying
i rmb jasmine called me to talk abt it
did i evn talk or was it just her doing all the talking?
i was too busy trying nt to let her hear me crying.
aft i got ovr it, it was ok le.
whnevr i look back at tht incident i thought i must be the stupidest person on earth.
there's really nth to cry ovr.
how much tears i wasted ovr it.
and aft i have finally got ovr it and have hidden tht part of me deep down some microvilli in my small intestine, i got the post.
life is ironic isnt it.
whn i finally got used to and liked being a nobody with the other nobodies, i became a somebody.
i was really really shocked.
the little ironies of life.
-冷笑-
thn there was the hc elections.aft the 2nd time, i think i'm really nt suited to be a somebody.
so i shall just be a nobody and a good follower.
aft all, wht is a leader without followers
haha
i'm important too !(:
it's nt bad being a nobody.... makino tsukushi was a nobody in school too.
tht is until she met tsukasa and rui.
wahahahahs. my heart is starting to melt again :D
how charming and cute can hanazawa rui get?
<3333333
